{"body":[{"id":"40541059125608448","sort":"0","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"爺爺?shù)氖攀澜o我?guī)砹朔浅４蟮拇驌?，她漫步走在路上看著這些每天熟悉的環(huán)境和來來回回的陌生人,，她心里知道那些事情滿十八就成年了,，更何況自己二十歲了,。雖然高中沒上但是自己要努力,。"},{"id":"40831168597196800","sort":"1024","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"無數(shù)次的對自己說,，有時間就寫寫自己的那一頁,，那不是自己想要的希望的嗎,？是該寫寫了,。"},{"id":"40831168597196801","sort":"2048","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"而這一天不得不讓我想起了許多許多自己想要的和失去的,，記得爺爺活著時我家鄉(xiāng)正好要搬遷,，村里的人不停的忙著，到底是走還是不走,，她的耳朵聽村里人說著,，而爺爺舍不得，這是他的家,。"},{"id":"40831168597196802","sort":"3072","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"是爺爺辛辛苦苦掙得血汗錢自己蓋的房子,，真的舍不得。爺爺心里難受,，爺爺兄弟兩個一個妹妹,。"},{"id":"40831168597196803","sort":"4096","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"有時爺爺還和我說,孩子我的心跳的很快心慌。"},{"id":"40831168597196804","sort":"5120","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"我知道這是爺爺舍不得這里不愿離開他的宅子,。"},{"id":"40831168597196805","sort":"6144","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"就在2017年的父親節(jié)第二天爺爺離開了我們離開了他舍不得的家,，而生老病死都是人們不愿意接受的現(xiàn)實，總感覺爺爺還活著就在我的身邊,。"},{"id":"40831168597196806","sort":"7168","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"每每進到爺爺住的那間屋看到爺爺寫的電話號碼還有他喜歡的日歷我的淚不住的掉下來,，爺爺真的走了再也見不到爺爺了，而這一個多月沒過來看看爺爺沒有多陪伴老人讓我自己的自責大大的增加,。"},{"id":"40831168597196807","sort":"8192","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"關愛老人和兒童是中華民族的優(yōu)良傳統(tǒng),，而我沒有做到我不是一個好孩子。真的對不起爺爺,，孫女來晚了，怎么也叫不醒您了,。"},{"id":"40831168597196808","sort":"9216","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"深深刺痛了我的心,，那感覺就是天塌下來起不來了。孫女還常常想起小時爺爺喝酒晚上回家抱著孫女親,，孫女說胡子扎,。"},{"id":"40831168597196809","sort":"10240","type":1,"role":"40540858890037486","content":"此感覺就是天隔一方再也見不到我最愛的人爺爺。"}],"sentencecount":11}