{"body":[{"id":"42986007108760430","sort":"1","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"不好意思,，還得再插上一句,，剛滿(mǎn)十四時(shí)，父親挑著棉被紋帳把我送進(jìn)了這所護(hù)校,。這是來(lái)自小山村的我第一次看到城市,，從縣城坐上長(zhǎng)途汽車(chē),，被山野的風(fēng)吹得褐紅的小女孩雙眼一直死死的扣著車(chē)窗外向后退的河流、田野,。"},{"id":"42986014356505320","sort":"1025","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"等等,，你為什么雙眼死眼扣著窗外的河流，田野,？"},{"id":"42986021889483046","sort":"2049","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"傻呀,，就是為了記路,，覺(jué)得萬(wàn)一出事了，自己還能走回家去,。"},{"id":"42986033683868387","sort":"4097","type":1,"role":"42926581421158405","content":"梅梅捂著嘴笑"},{"id":"42986039052581855","sort":"5121","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"不知道曾經(jīng)的你還傻成這樣可愛(ài),。"},{"id":"42986046300326669","sort":"6145","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"所以，后來(lái)才傻成那樣??！還是從頭說(shuō)吧！每天,，我無(wú)精打采的推開(kāi)宿舍的門(mén),，沉默的、徑直往我的床位走去,。"},{"id":"42986060275760184","sort":"7169","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"為什么無(wú)精打彩,？"},{"id":"42986065627691686","sort":"8193","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"因?yàn)檫@所護(hù)校就像一所修道院一樣，白天只有上課,，晚上十點(diǎn)鐘沉重的大鐵門(mén)便關(guān)上了,，日復(fù)一日，剪斷了所有的夢(mèng)幻,。"},{"id":"42986075291360782","sort":"9217","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"護(hù)校,？對(duì)了，是不是只有女生,，沒(méi)有男生,。所以，你們才那么悶,！"},{"id":"42986084149734232","sort":"10241","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"對(duì)啊!全校只有女生,，沒(méi)有男生。我們學(xué)校沒(méi)有男護(hù)士,。我黯然的眸子像舞臺(tái)上的幕布擋住了生命的一切內(nèi)容,。"},{"id":"42986090072083869","sort":"11265","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"噢，可憐的孩子們,。"},{"id":"42986110204755901","sort":"12289","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"我一直記得我們學(xué)校門(mén)口有一路公共汽車(chē),，這側(cè)的終點(diǎn)是我們的學(xué)校，另一端的終點(diǎn)也是一所院校,。那個(gè)地方,，很長(zhǎng)時(shí)間，在我的心頭幻成一座神秘的宮殿,，似乎有著神秘莫測(cè)的黑色大門(mén),。"},{"id":"42986118794679630","sort":"13313","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"為什么？"},{"id":"42986146426751492","sort":"14337","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"當(dāng)我心靈的腳步探到那時(shí),，我全身便起著一陣混雜著痛苦的煎熬,、幸福的關(guān)聯(lián)著的顫悸,。讓我賣(mài)個(gè)關(guān)子吧，先不講答案,。還是先來(lái)說(shuō)江邊吧,！"},{"id":"42986159311662392","sort":"15361","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"你的故事真像你的性格一樣，宛延綿長(zhǎng)??！"},{"id":"42986165234009517","sort":"16385","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"別笑話我了。在那種環(huán)境下,，一有時(shí)間,，我就坐在江邊。經(jīng)常是黃昏,。"},{"id":"42986171408026816","sort":"17409","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"黃昏的江邊應(yīng)該很美啊,！"},{"id":"42986176776739985","sort":"18433","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"是很美,，夕陽(yáng)在江面上斜拖著金黃色的裙裾。在黃昏中,，在相互擁抱的戀人,，他們的剪影合起來(lái)，就像彩蝶攏起的翅膀,。而我是孤獨(dú)的,，獨(dú)獨(dú)的坐在泊在岸邊的空輪渡上。膝蓋上放著一本似是道具的書(shū),。"},{"id":"42986182682324764","sort":"21505","type":1,"role":"42926581421158405","content":"梅梅忍不住撲哧笑起來(lái)"},{"id":"42986188571126913","sort":"22529","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"為什么書(shū)是道具,？"},{"id":"42986195298780019","sort":"23553","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"雖然我只有十五歲，雖然我很丑,，但我在心中憧憬小說(shuō)中的愛(ài)情,，在等一個(gè)江邊相遇的浪漫故事?？砷_(kāi)演的依然是嗚嗚的風(fēng),，吹著空哐哐的波浪，就像吹著空蕩的心門(mén),。"},{"id":"42986202278106561","sort":"24577","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"是嗎,？"},{"id":"42986350722916451","sort":"25601","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"后為我常想，如果沒(méi)有江,，我該怎樣渡過(guò)青春的迷亂呢,！或許那江就是讓蠶吐絲的蠶“柵”。對(duì)了,，你小時(shí)侯養(yǎng)過(guò)蠶沒(méi)有,？"},{"id":"42986365218426564","sort":"27649","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"天,，你的故事又扯到養(yǎng)蠶干什么？"},{"id":"42986380787695263","sort":"28673","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"不是,，不是,。非常有關(guān)系。我小時(shí)侯,，家里養(yǎng)過(guò)蠶,，當(dāng)蠶快通體透亮?xí)r，父母便說(shuō)蠶快上‘柵’了,。那“柵”是用干草扎起來(lái)的長(zhǎng)龍,。蠶迫不及待的爬上“柵”上吐出細(xì)密的絲來(lái)。"},{"id":"42986386961698636","sort":"30721","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"到底有什么關(guān)系嘛,！"},{"id":"42986393387374176","sort":"31745","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"你不覺(jué)得我們的青春期,，就像蠶在“柵”上幽幽咝咝地吐著絲，江邊金色的夕陽(yáng),、系在岸邊茲呀的搖擼,、被晚風(fēng)吹起的江浪，都是無(wú)際的蠶的“柵”,，一道一道的抽著絲,，密密的裹著自己。這就是我們的青春幽夢(mèng),。"},{"id":"42986405735413900","sort":"33793","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"嗯,，說(shuō)起來(lái)，道真有幾份像,。瓊瑤阿姨的“我有一簾幽夢(mèng)"},{"id":"42986418620309718","sort":"34817","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"也不知過(guò)了多久,，終于在一個(gè)星期天的下午，一艘輪渡像往常一樣朝天大吼一聲,，在岸邊停住了,，從甲板下走下一眾人群。"},{"id":"42986441990974290","sort":"35841","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"嗯,，主角要出現(xiàn)了"},{"id":"42986453265255060","sort":"36865","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"嗯,，兩個(gè)瘦高個(gè)的男孩子也隨著人群走下了輪渡船板，他倆停在岸邊說(shuō)笑,，四處打量,，大概看到了不遠(yuǎn)處一個(gè)空置的輪渡船上坐著的少女。也許是為了打發(fā)時(shí)間的無(wú)聊,，他倆向少女的方向走去,。"},{"id":"42986460764674149","sort":"39937","type":1,"role":"42926723423509697","content":"等等，那個(gè)少女不就是你嘛,！"},{"id":"42986470445136688","sort":"40961","type":1,"role":"42926624622485671","content":"是我,，謝天謝地,，終于有人出現(xiàn)我的“柵”上了。他倆說(shuō)說(shuō)笑笑地向我這邊走來(lái),。我早從書(shū)上抬無(wú)聲息地抬起頭,，就像透過(guò)門(mén)縫悄悄的往外張望"},{"id":"4298647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